When I’m unable to complete a task or when something doesn’t go exactly as planned. I feel like I’m a perfectionist.

For example. I’ve gotten into learning code for the past 3 years. For the past 3 years I’ve been on the same program. I’ve made some progress but not enough to be proficient.

I was supposed to be done at the end of 2020 or early 2021 but I haven’t prioritized it like I should. Other things have gotten in my way. I hate doing that. That gets me anxious.

Now the post script I have to learn how to trust God in this matter. To cast my cares on because He cares for me.